What spirit?

Well it definitely doesn't feel like the Christmas holidays...not in Bangkok, Thailand in 80 degree weather. It's bittersweet. I won't be able to make gifts and give gifts before Christmas this year.

I feel bitter and not in the holiday spirit. Maybe it'll change when I fly home to friends and cold weather.

If he doesn't miss you, care for you, or want you...forget him.
He isn't worth it.
how do you make someone appreciate what they have without making them lose anything?
.. just something to think about.